Saturday, November 1, 2008
been thinkin for awhile
life's experiencin UPPPS .
and DOWNS
upps well, juux made news frds
downs, letsee,
discovered there's a fcked up guy[maybe jux a boy] in my life
and this brainless idiot, has , well how do i phrasee dis
has made alot of lovelives unsuccessful?
and i thoguht it thru lols,
all i cn do now
is keep things de wae it is.
de more i try to advance
de more backfires i gt
in de end
things jux got worse
actually thought , in sec
i cud gt a btr experience of ____
bt in de end
it ain't no btr den primary
perhaps primary's btr?
hope nt
ppl now cnt realli see wad others are like
too trustin i guess
a good thing at least
bt..
this will eventually lead to betrayal for one's own needs
jealousy
and soon
if one cnt tahan this jealousy and betrayal
here comes de fite
nt everithin cn be solved wif violence
true
bt some things jux gotta be solved de uncivilised wae
why?
cuz some ppl jux refuse to become a samaritan
and chose to continue his waes of satan
i dun gt it
why do this
eu break ppl up
bt do eu gt anithin?
well. NO
maybe eu gt the taste of sweet revenge
its nt exactly a revenge
eu jux hate to see ppl gettin stuffs eu dun hav
fine.. eu mean.. we're over
ure 'frds' and i. gonecase. and now, a darn sadcase
bt eu?
manage to be frds wif them
gt to hav relations
bt cn eu sustain?
cn eu keep things the wae it is, and hopefully make further progress?
NO eu scum!
why nt jux let us gt wad we wan
and why did eu even criticise them when eu ltr wna gt close wif them
everitime kid
everitime
are eu standardise for this kind of things?
cuz eu realli suk at it
tokin to eu face to face might nt be bad
bt behind us, nobody noe wads in ure mind
maybe its nt ure fault
perhaps its mine
i admit
w/o eu
things might still be de same
den agn
i bet it'll be diff
nxt yr
im goin for a chng
chng in life
wad chng?
idk.. hopefully nt the same kJ
de useless.. nvr-gt-anithin-done-right guy
jux hopin this yr's crap wud be over when de yr pass
and if this guy
eu shld noe im referin to who
if ure nt happie wif wad i posted
feel free to call me
meet me
and we'll setle things
once and for all
and dun worrie
its jux eu , miie and our unsettled business
anw..dis is a random post
so doesn't realli hav much of a meanin
dun bother figurin out wad i typed
its jux my finngers randomly movin abt
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hav been workin for de past two daes x)
work has been quite slack
workin companion = melv x)
toked quite alot
more den we used to in sch
we figured mani things out
we had fun?
haha bt im still the one sayin all those craps
makin everithin nonsencical
didn't go for track either
im sorrie (;
bt think nxt week i cn
track meet's nxt yr
april 3-th dis time
holy timing
its a few months earlier den dis yr's
gotta train like madmans>nahhs maybe nt
jux train like we're winnin athletes
hopefully nxt yr
gt to enter at least the finals (;
who will our juniors be?
FLUSHHHH. new water comes :D at 12:16 AM
